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was supposed to meet up with lynn and company this week, and unfortunately they chose today. monday for dinner. when they know i have to give tuition on mondays and thursdays. sigh.. i dont understand them anymore. is it only me or does lynn seem to enjoy meeting up on days where i cant make it, then make it a point to talk about my absence in her blog. i know i know, she doesn't know i read her blog, so what she says is her business and it shouldn't hurt me, coz i chose to go to her blog. but it doesn't change the fact that what she says bothers me, especially when it's all not true. what about me not wanting to meet up, always absenting myself from meeting up.. it's not as if i dont want to meet up. i cant. i have prior appointments made since april (since i started teaching her anyway) and i cant just change it at the last minute.. i want to see you guys too, but time does not allow me to. sigh.. whatever. maybe i should always avoid meeting up with them. they wouldn't notice my absence anyway.

regina's back for holidays, but i just found out that her dad passed away, so i'll be going down to the wake tonight with emily. i think she needs some support right now, especially when she's trying to be brave in front of her younger brothers. knowing her, she will keep everything to herself and get sick in the process. shall try to prevent that from happening.. sigh.. her dad's quite young too, only 47. life's precious. i really hope she's all right, coz she did not sound allright at all when i called her last night. *worried* well, i'll see her tonight.

cancelled my tuition with the little girl coz of this. contridictory you say, but i reckon this is a much better reason to cancel the tuition at the last minute, rather than cancel just for dinner with friends. what do you think?